Thursday, November 5, 2009

D company

I never understood what you saw in D. Didn't know why you were marrying him. I didnt think he was good enough for you. But obviously never told you all this because you seemed happy. You looked content with how life was shaping with him in it. But I stll didnt approve.
I was so wrong. I think I got to know D only after the accident. Only understood now why you were crazy about him. You would have been so proud of him. The way he has handled himself, us...I have to admit that a part of me wanted to blame him and hold him responsible for hurting you..for taking you away but after meeting him..seeing him deal with his pain..watching him putup such a brave front..I couldnt.
I wish I had spent more time with the two of you..got to know him better. Know him the way you knew him. I am going to try to make up for lost time...I promise to be in touch with him..its the only way to be in touch with you.

*Rad's making plans for dinner tomorrow night. Will give you dope :)